23 Deep Questions

1. What is more difficult: looking into someones eyes when telling how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they tell you how they feel?
Looking into their eyes while speaking. Listening is easy. Watching the reactions to what you say is more difficult at times.

2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
Annoyed, I could answer this. Angry, I honestly can't remember

3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
My dad, those closest to me would know -why-.

4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
lethrblaka wings

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love.
Trust. It's more useful

6. You are walking to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss told you if you are late one more time youre fired. Do you save the dog?
... It's a dog... Jobs are harder to come by.

7. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
Haven't, but I would in certain situations

8. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
No, most of those I've known who died, to give them another hour would be an hour of misery forced upon them.

9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Wouldn't know.

10. Does sex=love?
No, but they are (or should be) closely related.

11. Are you old fashioned?
in certain situations

12. Would you marry someone if they were unable to have sex?
No

13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
to tell them that I do not love them back

14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
hearing

15. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
This morning

16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?
I would have caught the spiders after all. Again, close friends know what that means.

17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window.
Uhh.. okay... now what? *is imagining...*

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
Probably not. I don't know how

19. You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?
I don't know the baby, that's an easy choice

20. When and how was the last time you told someone how you REALLY feel?
Last night

If you had three months to live:

21. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
Only a select few

22. What do you do with your remaining days?
travel, break up with my fellow so he would hate me rather than put me on a pededstal

23. Would you be afraid?
probably terrified

Your Conscience and Your Spirit

A friend has just told you they are dying and would like you to raise their children...would you?
I am not at a place in my life where I could.

A tornado is coming straight for you. Your neighbor has fallen and can't get up. What do you do?
call Life Alert

The elderly lady in front of you drops a twenty dollar bill...do you tell her?
it depends on if I know her

Your fiance is allergic to your dog of ten years...what do you do?
THERE IS SO MUCH WRONG WITH THIS QUESTION.
First of all, I would not be close enough to him to be engaged to him if he was allergic to dogs and I had one. I would have either gotten rid of the dog or the guy by that point!!
(I'm just leaving this answer up ahaha)

Someone you know desperately needs the hundred dollars you've saved...do you share it?
Well, yeah.
"Desperately" sounds kinda intense.
(again, leaving this answer up)

Two coworkers are fighting and it's clearly a misunderstanding you can correct...do you get involved?
Probably

Is romance important to you?
yes

You've been offered your dream on a silver platter with no strings attached but you have to leave all you know to get it...do you?
mostly, I think I already have my dream. May be no silver platter, but I have my dream

Would you go back in time to correct a mistake?
no, because it would alter how my life is today.

You've inherited a lot of money...which charity do you share it with?
psh, invest that shit, charity later when I have ten times as much

If you had to give up one of the following- which would it be? Hearing- seeing- smelling- tasting or feeling?
taste

Is your temper fast and furious or calm and content?
"when the river runs silent, the water is deep"

Would you live in the meadow or on the mountain?
mountains, hands down. Appalachia for life

The one thing I want to do before I die is?
revenge on someone

What one thing do you think is needed to improve family life today?
STOP BEING A FUCKING TYRANT YOU UNSTABLE, IMMATURE, PIECE OF SHIT ASSHOLE

What is your favorite snack?
pumpkin seeds and jelly beans

If you were offered eternal life would you take it?
Absolutely yes.
Eternal -youth- is more like it. I'd rather not just keep aging until I was a sentient pile of dust

Do you prefer dirt roads or pavement?
dirt

Do you hang your clothes out to dry or use the dryer?
dryer. It's faster.

Which movie makes you cry?
honestly, the only movie I've seen in the past couple of years that made me cry was Armageddon

The funniest movie ever is?
hell if I know

Do you prefer eating in or dining out?
Eating in.

Television or radio?
Radio

Which tv character would you be if you could?
Your Mom

Do you face trouble or run from it?
depends on my chances of survival

Do you make excuses or give reasons?
they are the same thing, aren't they?

You have to give up either sugar or caffeine...which do you choose?
caffiene is easier.

Do you follow rules or break them?
'"I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do."'' Robert A. Heinlein

You'll be given a letter by the person who tagged you. List 10 things beginning with that letter that you love. Mine is "F".

1) Funny Puns.. Or should that be Punny puns? :3

2)Friends!!! DUUUH-UHHHH!!

3)Fishies! Yay Nemo!

4)Fried food

5)Flirting with my boyfriend when he's doing stuff

6)"Furry" art that's actually artsy instead of crude porn involving near-animals

7)Fires! But not out of control, burn down a house kind.. More like the marshmallows in the woods kind.

8)Fae, because they're the reason Changeling; the Lost is so delightfully demented!

9)Flutes, anyone who knows me, knows why.. God they're delightfuly shivvery

10)Firearms, THEY're FUN! and like.. daddy bonding time whenever I go shooting! Which is freakin SWEET

I'm gonna do what did and just say that... if you want a letter, reply on this journal an' ask!!

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette (Baaaad Girl XP)
(x) Smoked A Cigar(worse than a cigarette)
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (Does my mom count? XD)
SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 6

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die that was gruesome
SO FAR: 8

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 11

Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Couldn't Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 16

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite very high
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 20

Leel 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sliding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 25

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt an Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 27

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 30

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention (What can I say, my school was stupid )
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (The way I drive I'm very supprised...)
SO FAR: 32

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR: 32

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
( ) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR:35

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
( ) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 37

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 41

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 44

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus (hell yeah,..but he never answered )
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 47

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 48

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 49

Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
(x) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes(I love boxers XD)
(x) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 53

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 57

Level 23
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
SO FAR: 60

Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 61

Level 25
(x) Played Chinese Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 66

Level 26
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 69

Level 27
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name (all the time)
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 76

Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 80

Level 29
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Licked A Cat (yummy...XP)
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 85

Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
(x) Had sex in the rain
(x) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 89!!!

Well.. that's three better than the person I stole this from o.o

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[x] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[ ] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or Blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun. (fuckin everyone should..)
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All of those are answered honestly.

01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and repost as The Controversial Survey?

*blinks* would I be doing it?


[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?

I don't muck with manmade shit. No telling what it's cut with... (please, I dont even smoke pot, what kind of person do you think I am?


[03] Abortion: for or against it?

Pro Choice. Nuff said.


[04] Would the United States fall with a woman president?

Yes. Like Mal said, a woman wouldn't be taken seriously enough by other countries. That and really, what kind of bills you think would be passed during "that time of the month?"


[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?

Yes

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?

Me personally, I don't care. Though it might as well be, considering the laws aren't really doing ANYTHING anyway except making sixteen year old "badasses" serve juvie time. If that.

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?

You gotta know if the wheels work before you buy the wagon, don't you?


[08] Do you believe in God?

Not in the sense of Christians, Catholics, or Jewish folk. Call it the spirit that moves in all things and you're a bit closer to what I believe

[09] Do you think that same sex marriage should be legalized?

Hell. Fucking. Yes.

[10] Do you think its wrong that so many Hispanics are moving to the USA?

If they want a better life, no. If they want to turn my home town into little mexico so they can fly Mexican flags and speak mexican, FUCK NO. They want to be americans, they can bloody well act like it.


[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?

She should give it to adoption if it's too late to have an abortion and then promptly be sterilized. She's obviously too stupid to be allowed to reproduce.

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?

Yes. Part of the appeal of alcohol is it's off-limits status. Take that away and whats the big deal?

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?

Yes. . . we've done what we can, let the country sort themselves out.
[well said Mal]

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?

If you mean in the sense of a fellow is in agonizing pain despite high levels of morphine, or is slowly wasting away with no chance of recovery, then yes. I do. I wouldn't want to deal with that, who am I to say someone else should?


[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?

All things in moderation.

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?

I don't dislike America quite enough for that one.

[18] Who do you think would make a better president? McCain or Obama?

McCain.

[19] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?

Not really. If they don't agree and decide to push me about it, I'll tell'em to go suck... well you use your imagination